Stuck In June (explicit)

I don’t feel the way that I used to
The fire has gone out of your eyes
Your hunger and desire for more than just life
Has taken on a cunning disguise
I miss the way that you laughed
Like you hadn’t a care on earth
The look that showed without a doubt
You didn’t know your worth
The time has passed and I’ve been told
That I’ve let it all slide by
Sixteen years that should have shown
A month past mid-July
But I’m stuck in June
The solstice soon
To which I’ll scream out my reply
The feelings have changed and so have you
But some things stayed the same
You’ve never been so sure of yourself
And you never showed your shame
I missed the change, it happened fast
And right underneath my nose
I’ll think of that the second I
Fall back to my repose
The time has passed and I’ve been told
That it wasn’t worth a damn
Sixteen years that should have shown
Our love was just a scam
But its ending soon
I’ll get past June
And your faked out, fucking slam.